Monday, October 29, 2007

weekend days start with S because they are Super.

how would the world change if there were 3 day weekends and 4 day work days?
just dwell on that. see what you mind comes up with. and.. how can we get this started?

i'm kind of going through the same thought as i was before camp. what am i working towards? what are my goals in life? ..and seriously.. what am i going to be when 'i grow up'... if i ever actually admit to growing up. which will never happen. honestly, whenever i thought about my 'grown up' future, all i saw was myself getting married and doing everything a wife and someday mother would do. and thats all thats ever been on my 'grown up to do list.' is that silly? or is it natural for a female to want that of herself. but dont get me wrong, i also see the big picture here. im not dating nor to i plan to anytime soon. i want to be in school.. but i really want to go to school for what i'd like to do someday... which is still undecided. im 21 years old and im undecided. and im entirely ok with it.
i'd love to be a photographer... an artist.. a nurse for little itty bitty babies.. or a coroner... (not for itty bitty babies) i'd love to just figure it out. but i hate spending money along the way. job requires schooling.. schooling requires time and money. and i already am fully aware that i am an expensive person. i dont mean to be.

ok... so i just realized that the weekend is over.. and its back to cmu student life... tomorrow consists of cmusc (student council) meetings and votes for how we are going to spend our money... which is lacking... but more than usual thanks to our mystery donors...
so yah.. meetings and classes and hopefully a nap somewhere in between. well,perhaps i wont be tired... i just need to go to bed now.
<3

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

i'll school you...

all i can think about is the massive welt on the back of my upper thigh. its kinda painful.. and just.. it stings. i was in the line of fire with the guys and their pellet guns tonight. when i was shot from behind, the only thing i could muster up to say was 'Abort Abort' in the most squeely...(if thats even a word) high pitched voice ever.
I loved today a lot. Im going to run you through the monday i had... just for kicks.
I woke up at the usual, and very lazy time of 11:00am, which, in my defense, is only a monday thing.. and sometimes wednesdays and fridays... what can i say, i enjoy my sleep. and my blankets. im not really a fan of my pillow. its too flat.. so i tend to sleep with one arm under my pillow to keep leverage... then i just wake up from a deep sleep cause that entire half of my arm has gone completely numb. This has gone on too long.. for too long.

Mondays are so easy going for me. As previously stated, i have my late wake up, shower so i smell nice to impress people.. i then always end up rushing to the lunch line, grabbing it all 'to go' then slipping into the CMUSC (student council) meeting right on time. And my chair is always open and ready for me. Awesome. Once the hour long discussion of 'Where are we going? How can we improve? and the ever so popular... How can we involve cupcakes in every social event?" is completed, i then have until 2:30pm to mingle, work, study even... or facebook. At 2:10pm i usually waddle up to the lecture hall carrying a back pack of books and in my hands i am carrying either an Apple and a Diet Pepsi or Skittles and a Full Throttle, or a sandwich that i made. Im ALWAYS hungry after lunch. The 'seconds' lunch line is always everlasting or maybe the meal wasn't my 'cup o tea'... so im always making toast or sneaking muffins from the muffin cart in the back of the kitchen.The Kitchen staff are unaware i know about the cart. Dont tell them. thanks.
Right, so.. in the Lecture hall, i sit and study Psychology... which i love with a passion. Ask me about dreams.. or moods.. i'll school you. Just dont give me a test or make me write answers out on paper.. Im not the best at tests. But if i was in a conversation about any of the previously stated topics... totally schooled. I'd teach yah. (wink) Once 3:45 finally hits the clock, im free in the whole of cmu until supper at 5pm (Greatest meal ever) (its never bad.. sometimes its not good..but its never bad)... then im off to Anatomy from 6pm to 7:15pm.
Todays anatomy class was all about the Cardiovascular System... we started off naming all the cavities in the body, and no its not bad for you like your teeth would like you to think. Then we went on to the gross anatomy of the heart. AND as it turns out, this friday, i'll be in a lab opening up a sheeps heart... which is almost identical to a human heart. Ohhhh Goody. (fake happy dances)
This is when growing up in a funeral home should really come in handy. Whatever.

im going threw a very odd addiction at the moment. Im finding myself absolutely crave pineapple. my entire life i've hated the taste and smell,but ever since camp, i've been just really going threw spurts of really wanting it. Everytime i take the car to town, guess what im spending 5 bucks on.. pineapple. At least it's healthy... grandma would be proud. Speaking of grandma... I'd really love to figure out a way to properly package her cheeseburger soup so it can be mailed. or fedex'd. Anything. the soup here isn't good. (pout)

My welt hurts... and i have a 10:05am class tomorrow... guess im getting up early!